Thursday, 6 September 2012

0 The bitterest truth....

Bismillahirahmanirrahim....


Long time yeah, I'm not around..... Already clock point out time passed 12 am.. Heard extraordinary snoring sound though right now ..Lately, I've gotten into this 'sleep deprivation' thing, but nothing much to do about it.... A lot of things keep spinning in my head...my thought......

I would like to share a story.... a true story... about...

A friend of mine, one of a character in my childhood history...

I met her coincidentally at one store during my last day at kampung before I'm back for 'business' , just recently....  Haish... my mom though asked me to get her 'bawang besar' and 'tomato'.... It just like my first time buying that kind of kitchen things.... Planned to excuse myself, but get caught...leave me with no option other than get her what she wanted....

When I was staring at vege section..... quiet a long time... to find the tomato eventhough it just right in front of me... I saw her...

Then, we had the kind 'selamat hari raya' type conversation.... She asked me to stop by her house sometimes, celebrate raya....

I said,

I can't... My flight tonight... Maybe next year.... I have only a short break.... Life is also short....

The day after ... I got a call.... She was died...... Hit by a car when she was on her way to school for teaching.....

I felt sudden adrenaline rush.... running whole over my body..... I just met her yesterday....

As for her.... I only can pray...

As for me....

I think....the God is sending me an 'email' about life.....life is too short.... why don't I live my life full max up to the fullest..... Press the throttle hard and never look back.... Pursue the better future..... Not only for this short period of life but for my afterlife... It is also a future.... always waiting upfront....be prepared...!!